I can't keep wanting to bring another child into this world and our home when he can't do an equal share of the house work, or child care.
And that thought kills me inside deep down. My dream of a large family is totally shattered.
I could try finding someone new, but it will take over a year to get divorced, then get back out in the dating game. Find some guy who wants kids, get pregnant and have child. I'm 35 soon - I've pretty much run out of time and that's what kills me.
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